well its been awhile since i've updated..my apolgies..I have just been up at my dads this week and my little brother is always in here playing something on the computer so that cuts into my computer time. But anyway I haven't really done anything big since i have been up here. My great grandmother passed away tuesday so i had to go to her wake and funeral yesterday. Today we are going out to the lake so I will be able to relax this week. Then Sunday I am going back down home. I have been missing my bf and freinds like crazy so I'm happy.
But anyway my dad wanted to me to stay longer up here but i just can't i mean i'll jut be doing the same thing i have been doing this week which is sitting her at the house.cause he is usualyy at work which is not his fault.I know he wants to try and spend more time with me. Its just work.
Well I know this wasn't much of an update but I just really can't think of much else to say so i'll try to have a better one next time...well later

Well this weekend has been really good so far. Friday night I went to this lock in at Chris's church and I had such a good time. We stayed up all night playing random games and just acting stupid. I got tired around 2 and I went and just laid down beside Chris. He like never got any sleep the whole night. We all finally got up the next morning around 10. His parents came and got around 11 and then whenever i got there mama stop by on her way from town to come pick me up. When I got home I took a shower and then slept intil around 8. I made me something to eat and less than an hour later i went back to sleep and slept intil 10 this morning. So i believe I'm pretty well rested lol. But anyway I have to go to choir practice tonight at 5 so i thought i would do an update.
I think this whole lock in has brought me closer to Chris. I mean before i was having some doubts about us but its like friday completey changed everything. I just care about him o much now.
This week is going to be weird because now I am not working and I will be sitting around at home doing nothing probably. I hope soon I can find a summer job or something somewhere. Friday I am going to my dads for a week though so it will be good to get away from this little town for awhile..While I'm gone I'm going to try to work on a tan cause I really need one.
Right now I'm watching Laguna Beach. Theres like some marathon on this weekend. I honestly need to find a show to watch this summer now that American Idol and The O.c are over. I might watch that show The Hills but I'm not sure.
Well I really can't think of anything else to update about so more later
~Jenn~

sorry the no update in the last couple of days..been busy...anyway not much has been going on really though...I am excited to say Taylor Hicks won American Idol...He deserved i believe. But there were also a few others that got voted off i would have liked to see win as well. But anyway I went to church last night with Chris and then afterwards we went over to Britt;s house and ate.
Well my most exciting news of the week is that i'm getting to go see nickelback on sept 1 in birmingham....my dad went online and bought tickets to it....I was so happy lol....now i just have to wait till sept to go.
Well thats really all i can think of to update about right now so later

This studying for exams is driving me crazy..I have to remember 150 things for my spanish exam tomm..I really hope i can pass it..Anyway last night was fun. When I got there my date had brought me flowers i thought that was sweet. The food was of course very good as well. The seniors were recongnized and given a gift from the church. I just can't believe that will be next year.
This morning I had to sing in church and i was so nervous because i had a solo. But I guess i did fine because everyone told me after church i did well. So now maybe it want be so bad to sing in front of everyone. Chris called me earlier after church and we were going over some spanish stuff on the phone.He thinks he's going to pass.
I'm just so happy i only have two days let of school...Summer here i come. I put my bathing suit top on today when i went outside. I'm just so ready to get in the pool somewhere lol.
I started filling out one of my college applications today and I'm almost finished with it. I just have to get some recomendations from 3 people. I really hope i will get in to this school because its my number one choice. Well thats really all that is going on with me today...later

~Jenn~

Well today was an average day. I went to school and didn't really do anything intil 3rd block. During 2nd block we had to go sit out in the bleachers because our teacher is in charge of the graduation practice. It was so hot out there today of course. One of my old crushes was there because he had spent the night with one of the seniors last night. He was goofing around with me,my chris, millie, and logan. At lunch my ex Josh ate with us and i got to talk to him about what he was doing after school this summer. Its so weird that I can talk to him and it not be wierd anymore. Although i do believe he will always have this place in my heart that will make me me never forget him since he was my first boyfreind when i came to high school. But i could never like him again because he can be such a liar. Plus the fact now I have Chris and i really hope things will work out for us. But if you where to ask me if he was the one i would see myself with in 10 years i would have to say no because really noone knows what the future holds.But in the here and now I am just happy being with him at the moment.
Tonight i went with chris to see Mission impossible 3. It was actually a pretty good movie. Chris seemed to like it as well. Tomm we might do something during the day but tomm night i have to go to the formal at my church. I really need to start studying for my exams too because i have to pass them in order to get a good grade on my report card. Although the library says I have an over due library book which i can't seem to find anywhere so intil i find it i can't pick up my report card. So I need to go see what I need to do about that Monday. I swear the school is crazy sometimes.
Things at work are driving me crazy. This lady I work with just seems to hate me and i really don't know why. She'll just get mad at me over stupid stuff and give me looks all the freakin time. It really bothers me because I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Its even gotten to the point where i think I might not be coming back next year. I fear someway she migh try to get me fired. But better off away from here then anything i guess. I just don't know anymore. So intil things are figured out there i'll contuine to be driven crazy at work...well thats all i have for tonight...later

wow what an exciting night this has been...i just got finished watching the season finale of the oc and it was really shocking...Marissa actually dies...thats so not fair....I have been watching this show for like 2 seasons and it just sucks that they actually kill someone off that i actually like....i actually cried some when she died...sad i know. But anyway besides that my day at school was a lot less stressful than it has been earlier this week. I actaully think my sapnish exam want be so bad...now math i'm defintly going to have to study for but hopefully i'll do ok. I just can't believe school is almost over. Seniors next year thats a big step..It just seemed like yesterday we were all graduting from middle school and now we are one year away from graduting high school.
Tomm will be my last full day of school because mon and tues i will only be there half days. I'm really excited about summer though because i have a lot planned.
Things with the freind still seem shaky but i'm still just waiting to see what happens. Well thats really all of my thoughts for today....later
~Jenn~

Well updating again sooner than I thought. I just got finshed watching American Idol not to long ago and sadly Elliot is going home. So that just leaves Taylor and Katherine which I hope Taylor wins. But besides American Idol. We Found out today if we had to take our exams next week and of course I have to take spanish and math but i don't have to tak english. I am going to be studying really hard this weekend. Tonight I went to church and my fav older buddy Josh mac was there back from college. So it was nice to get to talk to him. He was talking to me about college mostly. This weekened we have a spring formal at my church that I am going to without my bf because you have dress in a tux and everything and he really dind't want to do that so I am going with the preachers kid who is like 13...sad i know but hopefully it want be to bad. I think I'll just be happy when school is out and summer will fianlly be here so I can relax and just have a good time.
One of the things that have bugged me today would have to be freinds that for some reason don't seem to want to talk to me anymore. Its like one day they just start being freinds with other people and start completly ignoring you and you don't even know what happened to change everything. I just don't want to have a freindship with someone who ignores me and talks to me only when they want to. I just get fed up with it. But worrying want get me anywhere of course. So intil I figure out whats going on i will just try to be calm about everything. Well i'm making yet another entry long so thats all I have for now...later

~Jenn~

Well once again I find myself back here at livejournal after thinking i would never come back here. My life seemed to be to busy to write down my feelings but now I see that in a way it was really helping me. It allowed me to get feelings out that sometimes i could just say on here and really noone i really knew could know. So I have deciced to come back and start a new journal. Well hows life for me well its the last week of school and it has been for me one of the most stressful. I've had a paper to write and today my math teacher gave us a test to take home that I have no idea on where to start. I just got to the point today where i was breaking down crying because i just so frustrated with this week. In my last year I have treid to be less of a whinner but this week has just seemed to take its toll on me. But everyone tells me to calm down that everything will be ok so thats what i'm going to try to do. Key word "try". Well besides all that many events have come and gone at school this year. Junior prom being one. I decided to go with my freind Chris which now he ends up to be my boyfreind. Which to me is weird cause I never pictured us togther this time last year. But weirder things have happened. But anyway prom was very good and me, millie, jess, and nicki had an all girls day ut the next day lol. But byfar the most important thing and something that saddens me much is gradution that is coming up Monday. I am losing a lot of senior freinds that I will not be able to talk with or be around at school next year. Plus now that they are graduting it means next year i will be a senior and i will be graduting like them this time next year. A lot of things will be going on for me next year though. I am planning on taking dance and I was selected to be an officer of the Fellowship of Christian Atleits(however you spell it). So I plan on keeping myslef occupied and really busy during my senior year. College will be very important too me next year as well. There will be several things i need to do to get prepared for it. I've already reallt decided where i want to go its just getting there and getting the money to go there thats the problem. But I will put faith and pray to god everyday that he will just give me what ever i need. Well i think for my first entry this was pretty long so I'll stop here....later

~Jenn~